A part of me is dead and it will nv go back to before.

I think the hardest part is how to recover from this kind of pain that you put all your heart n soul into.  It came right back slapping at ur face to wake the fuck up.   

You are not that impt you know. 别把自己当一回事!

Hey! Its so painful u know when the lie keep uncovering itself. Stfu